I don’t maintain it that’s the thing. One of my worst characteristics is that I’m a massive glutton tbh.
My metabolism just really strong. It’s like the Goku of metabolisms
They sent me an email saying one of the things I wanted to model (Lu Han EXO jersey) didn’t come in, so I just have to wait so they can send it with the other things the let me pick out. They said they would email me when they actually send it to me, though~~~
Because they approached and asked me, I’m really grateful, so I’ve decided to not think about it too much or rush it or anything and just kinda let it happen~*~*~
It isn’t sensible breathing with the conviction that the arrival of others will fix you, fill your empty shelves for ribs, repair leaks at the edges of your windows, silence the floor as it weeps under the pressure of others. A neglected home left vacant with the notion that someone will come along to stay the night, a month, a year. People come and go; they are guests, but you are not.